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Debbi is my name and drumming is my game. That and I play keys and guitar, sing and play bass and so as you see, I am a master of none but a jack of all trades so to speak. June 21st is my birthdate and I will be 21 for the next 21 years give or take and after that I will let you know. Depends how I hold up. ha ha My worst irritating personality trait is probably honesty, if you don't want the answer to something then don't ask, I will not coddle and I will not try to make you feel better by not telling you the truth. To me that is worse if I am supposed to care about you. I will make no bones about it and let you know just what I think and hope you will do the same for me as well. I am also a flirt and if I like you I am worse at that. If I don't like you I am quiet as a churchmouse. My hates are people that can't be themselves, that are afraid to tell the truth or hear the truth or stick up for what they believe in no matter the consequences. The rest you have to find out about me personally if you dare because I hate talking about myself... Have something to say? I have two drumsticks and I know how to use them!

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[ 10.06.09 - 10:09am]
[ mood | restless ]

Anything is Possible ~ Heart

There are times in your life
They take you by surprise
You and I - I know we can talk about it
You're important to me,
Like the air that I breath
You and me - I know we can talk about it

When my conscience comes undone
I unfold and morning comes
I know you're my friend
Hold on and transcend
I know anything is possible
I don't ask for much
Just show who you are
I'll know anything is possible

There's a shadow of doubt
Turning you inside out
What you reveal can make you so strong
Tell me where is the proof?
Does it lie in the truth?
I believe we can be anyone

When my conscience comes undone
I awake and morning comes
I know you're my friend
Hold on and transcend
I know anything is possible
I don't ask for much
Just show who you are
I'll know anything is possible

I wanna know all about you
I wanna know all about you
I wanna know you

I wanna know all about you
I wanna know all about you
I wanna feel you

I know you're my friend
Hold on and transcend
I know anything is possible
I don't ask for much
Just show who you are
Then I'll know anything is possible...


How Can I Refuse ~ Heart

Wake me up with laughter
Wrap me in your arms
This ain't no morning after
Never been so warm
It didn't take so long
For us to feel this way
Can a good thing last
Longer than a day?
Where do we take it now
Now that we caught fire?
Will something greater grow
Out of this desire?
Should I drop my guard
At the risk of being used?
But the way you do those things to me
How can I refuse?
I could get addicted
To your energy
The way you take me over
Mmmm keeps pulling on me
Our hearts beat together
Our timing is the same
Can I trust my feelings
Save myself the pain?
Where do we take it now
Now that we caught fire?
Will something greater grow
Out of this desire?
Should I drop my guard
At the risk of being used?
But the way you do those things to me
How can I refuse?
We could share the mystery
Spare ourselves the misery
Discover it again every day
We could take love all the way
Where do we take it now
Now that we caught fire?
Will something greater grow
Out of this desire?
Should I drop my guard
At the risk of being used?
But the way you do those things to me
How can I refuse?...

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Writer's Block: Sick day [ 10.05.09 - 4:28am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

When you get sick, do you prefer to go it alone or be doted upon by a friend, partner, or parent? Do you usually go to work or school or stay home?

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I like to be left alone, I can't stand to be hung all over when I am feeling rough. Most of the time I stay in the room and hug a pillow, I love hugging pillows when I don't feel all that well. That and just laying in bed with the covers wrapped around my legs not really on me but around me if that makes sense. Like a snake I guess you could say. Especially when I have a fever. I don't like alot of covers all over me to burn up so its more of a snuggle kind of thing with all of the pillows and blankets..
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Thx [ 10.05.09 - 12:30am]
[ mood | impressed ]


Thank you to Pheebs for helping me to get a theme up here because I need a book putting up themes for dummies when it comes to css or scc or hpt or whatever it is that you have to do to get everything square, so I thank you and I greatly appreciate you for doing this for me...

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Schools Out (For Summer?) [ 09.27.09 - 5:30pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Ok, I know I haven't kept up with my usual b*tching in awhile here but I have to after this, inspiration struck. WTF? Obama says American kids spend too little time in school, putting them at a disadvantage with other students around the globe. He wants to make longer days as if they aren't long enough for the kids and not only that but what little summer vacation they do have... he wants to make it even smaller.

Come on - these kids don't get a break as it is. The work they have now is way way beyond the work we did in the same grade. We had pressure back when we were kids but it is nothing compared to what pressure they have now, they need a break! Not only that but I am sure that the teachers are really not all that thrilled with having no time off as well. They are going to slowly become the parent more than the real parents are. Thats what this world is coming to and I am sorry... I had my kid because I wanted to be a parent. With the mini  summer vacation they have now, its hard to plan too many things to do with them and take more days off, what will anyone have, one weekend for a vacation to have memories when they are grown and gone in their own lives and families?
 
We would get out of school about the end of May, beginning of June and have vacation until the day after Labor day which is the first Monday of September. Now they get out of school (as long as there isn't a million snow days added on) say that end of May beginning of June depending on any kind of make up days and have to go back August sixth. Now they want to take more from that?

I think that it reflects on parents that don't want to have to take care of their children and pay for kid sitting when they are at work or doing 'other' things, so it sounds great to them because they can get off easy, they don't have to take care of their own kids they can have the teachers do it while they do what they have to do and things are great, they don't have to pay that hundred bucks a week for childcare. To me, even with the tight times, I wanted to be a mother, I decided to be a parent, gave up things I wanted to be at the time to be a parent and that means it is my job not anyone elses job to watch my own child. What is the way you make that work, you get a job around your childs schedule or you decide with your significant other that you are a home mother and they take care of everything else until your children are of age to be alright to come home from school and be alone until both parents come home from work.

People don't let this happen. There are more worries in this world now to take care of and need to be addressed more than school vacations days...Like, the economy, the loss of jobs, healthcare, regulations on wallstreet, put an end to wars, more job security when you actually have a job, etc. And if you want to talk about schools, how about instead of worrying about what the other countries are doing, worry about how some schools have no money for things like school books, library books, calculators, extra computers that are actually up to date, teachers should get more for what they do, these are things that actually should be addressed for the betterment of the school system for now and the future...

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Lick It Up... [ 08.21.09 - 1:46am]
[ mood | indifferent ]

Whoa! 2008! I guess I have been away for awhile lol I am sure nobody even knew the difference... lol

Man Nick Simmons has an awesome tongue!

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Thanks... [ 08.15.08 - 3:22am]
[ mood | calm ]




Thanks to DP for making my awesome new page here for me. Thank you babes! I know I haven't been on lately but I am still hanging round' and will start to posting and ranting and raving and stuff again I swear I will yup yup yup...

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Have a Nice Day... [ 06.03.07 - 11:35pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]



Thats about what I feel like right now...just shoot me! Sometimes I think when I am in these moods, the best way to get my frustrations out is to just pop on some songs so what I ended up listening to a few moments ago that reminded me of what I was actually feeling like was these two songs, nuff said...

(LINKIN PARK)

'By Myself'


Myself
Myself

What do I do to ingore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in lonliness?
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again

By myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can’t rely on myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can’t rely on myself

I can’t look around
It’s too much to take in
I can’t hold back
When I’m stretched so thin
I can’t slow down
Watching everything spin
I can’t look back
Starting over again

If I turn my back I’m defenceless
And to go blindly seems senceless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they’ll take from me ’til everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer

By myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can’t rely on myself
Myself
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can’t rely on myself

I can’t look around
It’s too much to take in
I can’t hold back
When I’m stretched so thin
I can’t slow down
Watching everything spin
I can’t look back
Starting over again

Don’t you know
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside

Don’t you know
I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can’t seem to convince myself why
I’m stuck on the outside...


'Somewhere I Belong'


(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

[Repeat Chorus]

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong...

But when the world gets in my face...I say, 

Have A Nice Day!!!!!

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Pain [ 05.02.07 - 1:40pm]
[ mood | sore ]



How I hate to have teeth pulled!! I can take just about anything but someone f*cking with my teeth or my ears man its killer to me. I have had a few really s*itty weeks here with the whole pull one and rest a week or two then get in there and pull some more routine. I keep telling myself that afterward, I will feel better and the ones that are a pain in the a$$ in there will be out and all that jazz but man I think that torture would be a better way to go here cause this is the freaking pits!! I get sick of seeing all these d*mn peeps on television with these perfect f*cking teeth. It makes me pissed off and I wonder where in the h*ll they sit in the pond that makes them keep those youthful freaking teeth with no mess no fuss.

Anywho me and my funny nature has been deciding to listen to that song Pain over and over to 'get tough' during this. Not working yet but if it does...i'll let you know.

Well back to some pain pills and tv to stare at more teeth to make it like a slow water torture for me cause well, better to torture myself then to let someone other bloke take a turn...

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Get It While Its Hot... [ 03.22.07 - 10:11am]
[ mood | silly ]




Yes I am in a lovey dovey mood today and I just love these two here they are so d*mn cute I want to squeeze their cheeks off. Anywho I took another quiz (surprise surprise) I am definately addicted to these things. I don't know how right this one is but then again...you never really know yourself all that well do you? ha ha I guess I see some of it in there in a round about way lmao (Although I still am so loving the whole Callisto one I did. Gives my rep a nice lift with that one) ha ha ha


You scored as Buffy Summers


You are a very strong individual. You do, however, have some trouble admitting how you truly feel. You've experienced a lot during your life, but you more than manage. Always willing to help, you're a great friend.

Try it: http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=4215

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The Itch... [ 03.21.07 - 1:44am]
[ mood | sleepy ]




Yes, I am addicted to these things... Here is my result for Which Character from  Underworld are you? lol 

Does this mean I am really really cute but totally confused?? ha ha



You scored as Michael. You are the innocent who was thrown into the midst of the great war between Vampires and Lycans. You become the hybrid of both immortal races. 

try it:
http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=202523


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Sweet Emotion... [ 03.20.07 - 7:43am]
[ mood | crazy ]





Never seeing that show Desperate Housewives in my entire life, I decided to go find me a little test that was a little more like something that I actually watch (or watched) whatever the case may be...so heres what I came up with and man, it just made my day! I feel ever so much better and all is right with the world again! 

I can honestly say that I am feeling good and ready to take on whatever comes my way today...ha ha ha



You Scored as Callisto. When she was young her village was raided by a Warrior Princess named Xena. Since that day she vowed to become good enough to hunt down and slice her revenge out of Xena's flesh. Each season brings new ways she tries to screw Xena over. Even though she's "good" now, I miss the 'ol gal....

Wanna try:
http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=218838

Don't you just want to come and play now?? Promise it will only hurt...a little ha ha ha ha

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All We Are... [ 03.19.07 - 1:34am]
[ mood | bored ]





So this is who I scored as for the quiz 'Which Sex and the City Character are you?' that I took...



You are Miranda Hobbs. You are feisty and do not take crap off anyone. Sarcasm and Cynicism come naturally to you. But behind all those walls is someone who loves her family and friends and would do anything for the people she loved...

Damn thats scary as h*ll ha ha It does sound like me come to think of it lmao Wanna give her a go too to see who you are? Just cut and paste this link here cause I am so not great at making all these things go up here right after messing with them over and over again. I get way too frustrated when they don't work. 

I need a handbook called 'Typing Shit on a Journal for Dummies' first... 
http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=16449&first=yes

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Welcome To This Institution... [ 03.15.07 - 8:56pm]
[ mood | blah ]




At The Moment:

Wearing: white shorts with a blue tank that says 'spooky'
Hair: down and curly since I let it air dry today
Makeup: the usual red and black
Eating: peanut butter fudge
Drinking: coke
Thinking: rain rain go away
Feeling: a little on the blah side
Talking to: no one right now
Hearing: captain 'Jack Sparrow '
Loving: get back to you on that when I figure that out
Wanting: it all
Hating/Mad at: can't have it all...can't even have half of it
Waiting: for inspiration

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